im not usually the type to talk about things but im in a bad way right now an i got no 1 to talk to.I was in a relationship with a girl i love for the past 5 years and things have slowly went wrong we both just let things build up till everything just stoped its been about a month and a half now and im in a lease with her so im still living here with her and her son. She says she's not in love with me anymore... but im still hopelessly in love with her i cant Not think about her and ive tryed getting out of the house and goin out with friends but thats not helping i used to love riding my harley but even that doesnt feel fun anymore.I cant really see a tangible reason to do anythign but sleep.nothing seems worth any effort.and truthfully i cant think even come up with a reason for me to keep living on. ive tryed to think of things that might in some way help me cope unsucsessfully my mood swings are rediculus i go from sad to angry to miserable to suicidal to hopefull that we might in some way work things out.I feel like someone riped away my will to live and im left with absolutely nothing..i just cant Care about anything besides her..best advice i can get from any of my buddys is go to the bar and get laid, but when i think of being with another woman or even one touching me i feel like im going to throw up.Im completely lost and i cant even find the will to keep going
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