No 31 I am not thinking about guns. lol I have been doing pretty well, considering all the circumstances, but I am amazed how little things can trigger the spiral back down. I am picking myself up, started back in school, reached out to friends, been there for my kids, praying, and coming on for the support her at DS. But sometimes there seems to just be nothing that can make the pain go away. Yesterday my STBX came and got my daughter for the evening. He was wearing the shirt that the OW had brought him back from a trip to Africa. Why did that just send a knife through my heart?? How do we let go of the one that we daily talked to about the kids and what they were going through, your thoughts, your fears, your joys. You stand and try to do the things that get you through the day, but at night you are still alone in that bed with a broken heart.
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