This is my first post here and on a day where i am at an extremely low point. I travel for my job which takes me away from home and overnight sometime for one or two nights a week. My profile will be updated as i get the stregth to write more openly about what hurts. right now the tears and gut wrenching pain have overtaken me to the point of needing to write and get the pain out. i have not been able to cry alone much over my pending separation and eventual divorce, but, after reading some of the posts here i have realized that this may be the way for me to get the release i need. Traveling is tough when you have a wife and kids, but even tougher when you dont have the home you used to have to come home to. I am a walking shell at his point some days are better than others, but the past six months of slow emotional death is tough to take. I wonder how i will survive this. I wonder how we will tell the kids and watch their hearts break. i wonder how anything will ever be good again when we seemed to have it all. your comments and support are welcome. i am just not sure what, if anything will help.
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