After 15 years my husband came home from work 2 months ago and just said, I love you, you're my best friend, but I'm not in love with you..He left. I had no idea. It was a total shock. Why wouldn't he tell me he wasn't happy so we could try to work things out..I'm not coping, in fact I'm getting worse and worse..That night I ended up in hospital coz I totally lost the plot...It was all not really happening, I felt...I get out alot with friends, I try to keep busy, although I'm living a very unhealthy lifestyle, which I didn't do with him. I can't get over him..If he was a bastard it would be easy, but he is a great man and has always been there for me..We are still friends, but I can't handle seeing him. Then I miss him so much when I don't see him..I have so much anger inside of me, coz I feel he didn't even try. I feel like I'm going to explode and I did go away for a while..I'm on disability now, I can't work at all..I sleep about 2 hours a night and sometimes not at all, like tonight.....I want him back, so, so much. I feel like I'm dying....Slowly I'm just dying..I know I will never get over him, I just know..He was the one, the love of my life....I better shut up now, I think you get the point..Thanks for listening..
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