My house surprising sold this week after only a month on the market. I put a lot into this place and I expected to be totally depressed when it sold but I really I feel pretty much nothing, I don't really care. The closing is late August so I need to find a new place fast. I spent hours looking through houses on the internet and made a large list for my real estate agent, but nothing really tripped my trigger. I will be spending most of the day looking at these houses but I have absolutely no enthusiasm or excitement to it. l feel like I have become so totally apathetic at this time that I could live in cardboard box in a parking lot and not care. My stbx started this process a month ago and has narrowed it down to three she's excited about. Why don't I care?
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