Okay, so I'm at work and my dad has left me a message saying he's not heard from me in a while, we usually talk once a week, if I don't call him back this evening or tomorrow he'll phone me again. Problem is I know he's going to ask me about stbx. Well stbx left me for the 9th or 10th time on this past friday night, this is the second time we've ended our engagement, we've been together a little over 4 yrs. My family has always been supportive and have never judged me, they've always backed my decisions even if they thought it was a bad choice. I CANNOT bring myself to telling my parents YET AGAIN that this has happened to me. I'm also still wearing my ring at work to avoid any "here we go, the boss got dumped again". Does anyone have advice? I know my issue is light compared to most. I'm distressed over this, so any advice is well received.
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