This is the first time I will be alone on my Anniversary. We have only been apart a bit more than a month and although I am feeling stronger. (some days are better than others) I am already dreading tomorrow. Maybe I shouuld have taken the day off? I hope not to break down in front of my students. I know that working ouot in the mornings has been a gift to me. I may need more than 40 minutes tomorrow :o( to keep the sadness at bay. This sight has been a blessing and I am so glad to have found it.
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