I go to court tomorrow for the final time. I will wake up in the morning married and by lunch time I will be divorced. Part of me is relieved and part of me is so sad. I hope I an get through ths without falling apart. He is such a coward I don't think he will show up but who knows. I am praying for the strength and courage to get through this. The other thing about the day is that it is my parents 60th wedding anniversary. How ironic! I have been married 30 years and now this. I will keep putting each foot in front of the other.
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