Tomorrow I will see my ex for the last time. I left him a week ago exactly. He already started on match.com the night I left. 2 years and like I never existed. He even said he put all the stuff in the garage so I don't have to go in the apartment. I left him. Though he is telling EVERYONE he ended it with me. If I didn't leave him...we would have still begin together. He had no balls to do. I am making a 5 hr trip to get the rest of my things. He told someone that the relationship was over long before "he" ended it. My fear is how I will react to seeing him. What I want to do isn't legal in any state!!! But...I know my adrenalin is going to be kicking and I haven't eaten in a week and all I have is my anger. This is the final time I will see him and I want to hurt him as much as he hurt me. He is acting like an A$$ and this in not the person I loved but he kept me in it and now he bounced back and is actively trying to date just a week out of a 2 year relationship. Saying he's looking for someone to cuddle with. Please I know I may freak out tomorrow...Give me REALLY good advice what to say.
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