Tonight I went to mediation with my stbx. I thought I was going to die. It is the first time he and I have spent any time in the same room since he left me for someone new. I thought mediation was somewhere you could go to talk safely about decision with you stbx but the things he was saying was so hurtful. He repeatedly said that he never wanted to marry me how he always wished I was someone else and he had never loved me. That when he looked in my eyes he wanted to puke. I thought oh my good and all I did was sat there in total humilation until she finally put an end to it. What the hell? How do you deal with someone you have spent 12 yrs married to and was with a total of 15. This is the only man I have ever loved or been with and he is looking m ein the eyes like trash and like I never existed. Is it ever going o get better?
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