Well i just got laid off from my new job. Said they had to downsize even though I produced numbers well beyond co workers. Its the way it goes in todays market i guess. Well the day after i get laid off my stbx calls and is so excited that she got according to her an incredible job. Ajob with amazing benefits. WTF was the point of calling me? Then she rattles off about visitation schedule and how she has so much going on with her friends and family she just wanted to make sure i was going to keep up with my schedule. Again WTF is the point? I havent missed a day yet. And here i am with no friends and no job. Just feels like a cruel joke being played on me. Anyone else feel like this at times. No matter how hard you try how much faith you have things just dont work out for you.
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