i know you all care so much and you always gave me great advice. w is a great person the only reason she took the money is cuz i gave it to her. almost everyone here including myself would have taken the money. when i saw her the other day i realized i didn't have that same anxiety anymore and i need to thank all of you here for that. when we met we were both in a bad place and we needed each other for comfort and understanding just like everyone here. i took it upon myself to save her when she had problems cuz i have been accustom to being without things so i just gave her everything. i forgot how much i liked being able to do things by myself like my music and writing. it was nice to be around her and her kids for a little while but the stress really did get to me and she didn't see that. i tried to talk to her but we both are bad at communicating and expressing ourselves in person. she got more confidents when she took over the dq and i was so happy for her. but she didn't need me no more so i felt betrayed and abandon. not her fault my fault. she didn't realize that her just calling me and telling me something the kids did made my day or asking me to get something for her or give the kids a ride just to feel needed. all she ever told me is what her friends said about us being different and that really didn't help my self esteem so i tried harder by giving her more i missed her needing me. pray for her and forgive me. thank you every body
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