Well my support group of drunken mayhem and ruined relationships has left me. My colleagues have deployed in support of the GWOT and left me due to my inability to cope with reality or for better terms personal issues. Just as i was getting to a place where i could somewhat get away from the memories of the life I once had. Watching the few friends i have in life fly to Iraq and knowing I wasn't going due to the whole issue of divorce was an ordeal. I suppose I am now burdened with the question of what the hell to do with myself. If i was lonely before. What do i do with the time now?
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