After 8 years together, 5 of marriage, I am ready to throw in the towel. I am tired of us hurting each other. We go through a cyclical state of hurt, make up sex, and back around the mullberry bush again! I love him, not in-love with him though, and really want him to show everyone that he doesn't need me in his life to be successful. He wants to hold on to something I feel is dead, but who knows. I hate feeling this way, but I must understand that in order for both of us to heal, we must focus on self without the interuption of seeing the one you feel is the vein of the pain. I asked him to leave, offered him money, and he took it! Not much convincing huh?
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