Well I have been thinking lately that this whole breakup/divorce. (Some people told me that since I was only married for two months that I should think of it as a break up. Yeah rightit still hurts a lot. I was with her for 5 years.) Anyway, this has really made me insecure and I think that I will always be paranoid when I meet someone else. I never want to go through this. I am 27, and I know for a fact that even once I get through this it will affect me for the rest of my life. I dont want to let it, but it has been a traumatic event.
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