I'm the one who filed for divorce. I cheated (he doesn't know about that part), I have known for years that it was over between us and he has known for at least a year that it would never work. The divorce will be final on November 19. A lot of our problems began when we moved to Dallas where I went to mortuary school. He was very insecure and was afraid I would find someone better than him. (BTW I only cheated with 1 person and that was not in mortuary school). He wouldn't keep a full time job and there were several times we charged groceries on my credit card. My dad helped pay for my schooling and paid our rent and helped out some with some money he inherited from his mother, my granny. He said she would have wanted to help. I just couldn't keep asking daddy for money so we charged it a lot. I still get angry about that because I'm still trying to pay that off. STBX works for his dad and has no benefits and doesnt get paid well. This was always a huge problem for us. He just doesn't have that drive and the need to be the best. I used to be that way and I want my partner to be the same way to an extent. So with all of that said.....Why in the world am i having second thoughts?
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