Both of my children have gone where there is no cell phone service. I have not had a break from them in almost well count since last june. I have fought a battle to have them. Now they are gone for three stupid days and I want to fall apart. I am so tired but I don't know how to act. Loser mother who is lost without her babies,who are not even babies, they are 15 and 11. I know they are o.k. It's me I'm worried about.
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