Well , my dissolution hearing is in 6 days and my ex is in my thoughts more than usual. She is the last think in my mind when I go to sleep and the first thing on my mind when I wake up. What the heck, I thought as the weeks have gone by I would be feeling better and better. Well it has been 7 weeks since our separation. I guess this is still very early for me. Thanks for letting me vent. It helps. Sometimes I feel abnormal for having these thoughts of her and missing her after the pain she has caused me. I guess a wedding invite that I received that was addressed to Mr. and Mrs. (from one of her friends who I guess she has not told) triggered my bad week. I was only really married for 2.5 months. I really feel for the people that had long marriages fall apart.
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