thinking back, i sure wish i could have changed some things and not let things go on as long as they did. on the other hand i sure wish i didnt let that one nice guy go years ago, and sometimes wonder what life wouldve been like if i wouldve made good decisions. maybe i could have been living a normal life, married for years now and kids who had a dad, nice house, who knows???? do any of you guys ever think about the guy that got away?? or how your life couldve been if you did things different??
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