I find myself unable get any joy out anything I do if it is something I used to like to do with my wife. For example my wife and I both love photography and we would go places and take pictures together and it was great to share something like that with the person you love. Don't get me wrong I also used to love to do it on my own too but it was just extra fun to do it with her. Since she broke my heart by telling me she wanted a divorce I have lost all interest in it and that makes me sad. I threw away all of my probably 100 photography magazines and the last thing I feel like doing now is picking up a camera and taking a picture. I am absolutely dreading this weekend when I have to spend 8 hours photographing a wedding. Has anyone else experienced something similar? Is this normal?
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