I was fine for a month all through Christmas... Till about the 14th of January when I saw him.. It has been really playing on my mind him looking all pathetic telling me he missed me blah, blah, blah, Well I have been feeling really down the past couple of days. I had a breakdown and gave up and called I wasn't crying or anything I just asked him if he wanted his stuff back and possibly could we talk... DS friends... I was so strong until I saw him that night. I know I have had a bout of deep depression... I am seeing a doctor tomorrow to get some antidepressants. I am hoping that this will give me some clarity. I know that I do not need him and I know that he is an addict... I just don't know what happened today... I lost it... I have to regain back my strength. Give me some advice.
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