I've been doing so well for a few weeks, hopeful about what the future will bring. Even happy at times. Tonight I was watching a movie with the kids called The Princess Bride. It's a comedy, but the theme is true love. It has always been a favorite of mine. It just hit me, the loss I have suffered. Then came the tears and the pity party. The dream of lifelong marriage and companionship, financial security and a retirement traveling and enjoying our time together - Gone. Don't get me wrong. I know that my life will be better without him, so why am I crying? Will this rollercoaster ever end?
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