so the ex text messaged me Christmas morning wishing me a merry one, although I am not sure how he thought that was to be possible after the random dropping off the surface of the earth stunt he pulled a month before. Any way....again on New Years, same thing - and this time he called me BABY. WTF? Baby? What is that all about. Is that his sick way of trying to make me crazy? Why do men do this? Why send little thorns of hurt? He obviously doesn't want to be with me, or else he would right? Ultimately, he ruined my Christmas AND New Year's with one word.
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