Well last night I had the big one with my ex. We have been seperated for a month and are pending divorce. In that month he has barely seen his two precious girls. I let him have it. I am through playing games. I can move past what he has done to me, but what he is doing to the kids...I want to see him dead. I thought I still loved this man but yesterday after deep thought...I asked myself why? Then I started to really open my eyes to who the hell he has become. The man I have loved all these years is dead. I don't know who the hell he is now and to perfectly honest I don't care. I was amazed how strong I felt and good to. He is the one that will forever regret this not me. I have been the constant in these childrens lives since day one and I always will be. I sat and thought..you know in a few years from now...when it is all said and done I will be the happy one. I know that there is someone out there that will love me and my children. Someone told me something great last night...you can take a hundred dollar bill..you can stomp on it...wad it up..spit on it... throw it in a garbage can...someone will come along and be grateful to find that hundred dollars and it hasn't lost any of it's value...Happy Easter to you all I feel like a new woman today and thanks for the support. This site has helped me see that I am not alone.
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