Well I just joined today and am getting ready to go through my 2nd divorce. This time it seems a lot harder to handle. I remember my 1st divorce and I have to say I never hated a single person until then. My ex-wife taught me the meaning of hate. Still to this day I can't have a 5 min conversation with her without a disagreement. I've been with my current wife for 10yrs (8yrs married). I feel a massive emotional bond to her but she acts as though divorce is no big thing. I haven't eatten in 2 days and it didn't really hit me until today when I was looking at my 2yr old daughter. I broke down at home by myself with her and held and hugged her while I cried. I have the constant feeling I'm going to explode inside and I feel like I can't breath. I'm dying inside now. I think I would rather have nails driven into my hands than feel the pain I'm feeling right now. I feel like a failure and honestly I wish I had never been born. Life is cruel and I hate it...
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