You feel alone, but you are not alone. I will pray for you. For direction, just do the next right thing that needs to be done.

ok, you were doing well. hang on to that. some of us still are making mistakes. the great thing about everyday, is, you can start over. so, get out of bed and start over. your mistakes are in the past, done, let them go. love yourself and forgive yourself.

Thanks girls. So much is going on at once. I wish I could just get away.

I will do what I can with what prayer I have -- I hope you have got out of bed today, it is so important to do that -- somebody told me today a quote that said that success is 95% just showing up, sorry I can't remember it better, but I was pretty messed up when I got that note, and it sure helped me).
Maybe you could drop me a line sometime and tell me about your faith, I am really wishing I had some.

It all still lingers no matter how hard you try to forget. Time will heal. Just stay focused for yourself and your kids. Know that you are not alone.

I understand the aloneness and the desire to get away. And I took off once, but what I found out was, is that where I go I show up. With all of my baggage. (smile) It will get better.

Imagine yourself in two years time. Write down where you live, who is in your life, the job that you are doing, the love that you feel around you. What do you look like? Have you gained weight? Lost too much? What color is your hair? Do your children see a beautiful, smiling, loving mom or do they see a frump wrapped up in her own pity?
Your vision of yourself.
Then begin to make it happen.
There is a difference between being alone and being lonely.

One day at a time...this to shall pass.
Hugs and
a smile :-)

I am sending a prayer off for you right now Sweetie! It will be better.

Do what you have to to get yourself up and out, but don't think that your feelings are not valid.

I did get up toady. I am feeling better you guys really know how to help. I know I am not alone when I have you all. Thank you so much. I pray that tomorrow is much better.

That beautiful smiling girl in your avatar would be enough to put a smile on any momma's face.

I will pray for you. There are relapses but know that you are stronger than you may realize.

HUGS

I am so much better now thanks for all the hugs and loves.