i have left i packed my stuff told him he was never going to hurt me again and ran ive got an apartment that i am waiting on to be ready in the next few weeks and am staying in a safe all be it annoying place. the logic is taken care of it is the emotional that well quite frankly doesnt seem to exist. i should be angry sad excited relieved something there is nothing. everybody wants me to start talking about what was actually going on in the house but i just dont i dont want to i know i need to to heal or least that is what i keep being told but i just dont want to relive it all. he still doesnt leave me alone constantly emailing texting and so forth he loves me he misses us he is gonna make it right and come for his family i dont respond to him but in my mind i think im gonna get a restraining order and a gun. maybe thats not such a great idea.
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