How can everything be my fault? He accepts responsibility for nothing! He claims the reason he turned to pornographic material was because I never showed any affection or initiated sex. He claims the reason he gets so violently angry during arguments is because I make him that way. He claims the reason he moved out of state for work is because there were no jobs in Texas in his line of work. He claims that he is the only one of us who has had to work their ass off. He claims that things were already bad when he left, (and this much is true), but how the hell does leaving your wife and teenage son (already in trouble) make a bad situation better? Honestly, I never knew I could HATE anyone. This has such a grip on me, it is scary. I just want to hurt him as much as he has hurt me. It is comical (almost) when I think of all he has done and feels so justified.
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