It has only been 5 days since he moved his things out of our place...without warning...without notice...no explanation...no nothing...I wasn't even aware that we were having problems. I still have not heard from him. God, how I want nothing more than for the pain to go away...I do nothing but cry. His towel still hangs on the towel rack in our bathroom- I can't bring myself to remove it- that would mean admitting to myself he wasn't coming back. This isn't the first time he's left. But in my heart I have a feeling if he's left this time he's not coming back. The last time he left was 4 years ago- we came within days of our divorce being final- but atleast then I knew it was coming...I knew we had problems. Since we reconciled 2 1/2 years ago things have been fine-or so I thought. The last time I talked to him was the day he moved out- his last words to me were "I love you"...when I got home from work all of his things were gone-everything but his wedding band.The tears flows continuously...I ask myself if he can sleep at night. Please tell me I am going to get through this. I really don't feel like I have the strength or the will these days. I hate the darkness and the silence of the night...oh how I miss him next to me.
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