but i'm ok..just took something to sleep so wont last long..one of the problems with stbx this week (altho his anger made me stronger)..is they (he and the chick that wants to buy the house did a office depot contract..i said i wanted my lawyer to approve it..he didnt want to get lawyers involved..i did for my own protection, so we let my lawyer do his thing and said the contract was bad and made one up for me..so after 3 days of calling back and forth we came up with a contract..we signed tonight then he dropped at jeans to sign and approve by sunday..so then tonight at 10 after all is said and done..my agent (whos going to help me get the house i want when this one sells) called tonight..asked about contract i took careof tonight..she said i got screwed by my lawyer and the contract sucks..soooooo here i am..i was pretty upset for awhile..but realize (if you've seen my goal) i'm gonna make mistakes on the way to being a grownup..the agent said i have a couple of different outs and not tomake a decision without her helping me thru it..BUT with all of this said..i didnt panic..i didnt call stbx and cry ..i'll sleep on it and figure it all out tomorrow..THATS FREAKIN BIG!