Man, my ex has some nerve. After our hearing last week, he called my daughters. My daughters, not his, he was only their step dad. The thing he left me for was calling them too. He told my daughters I look sickly cuz of all the weight loss. He even told them that I didn't want to have anything to do with them. That crap pisses me off. He is still trying to start crap and it is not right that he has to bring my kids into our divorce. It is bad enough that he let his married whatever you want to call it get involved in it. I have been asked by a few different people this week if I was on cocaine cuz of all the weight loss due to him telling people I look sickly. Hell no I am not on drugs. I have gone from 253 down to 176 in 5 months. It comes from stress of him and her calling my kids and telling them all the shit and them calling me to find out what is going on and not being able to eat well. I just have to experiment with what sets well on my stomach. I am eating a lot of fruits and veggies, sometimes toast or crackers with milk. My stomach tolerates that best than most at times. In a way, it makes me wonder about his mind cuz the one he left me for, who was supposed to be my best friend, is still large.
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