Well I havent been on in a while and i've had a meltdown again. My ex came by my house with his sister on Christmas to give our daughter presents. It just opened up old wounds. The last time I talked to him about a month ago he said he dumped the girl he was cheating on me with and come to find out when he was at my house on Christmas night his sister told me he was living back with that girl but it was strictly for convenience not anything else. I just hate that I have to deal with him at all. I'm fine if I don't communicate with him but as soon as he comes around it makes me remember that I am alone and have been alone for almost 8 months now and I'm sick of it. I need your help!!!
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