I am in that phase now...at least that's what it feels like! The last couple of months between getting out, trying to work it out, finding out, figuring it out, moving out, battling it out, ...I'm all out of "outs"! LOL! Since I hired my attorney and I know the papers have been filed, (I don't know if he's been served yet or not!) as sense of acceptance and clarity has came over me...I think most of it is relief! Now I'm just here....waiting....it's kind of a creepy calm feeling because of all the crap that has happened so fast that had my head spinning. I know it's going to get worse before it gets better though, he's just that way. It's not going to be easy...well, it hasn't been. I just hope that I have a few weeks to regain my strength and breathe a little before the shit hits the fan again! :) That's pretty much all...not really venting, not really anything...think my brain is fried! LOL! Hope you all have a wonderful weekend! :)
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