After telling my family about my suicidal thougts on Saturday, and letting them know I had support in here about therapy and things to do, I felt better. I finally told them all the truth about my husband. Now, today, Tuesday, everyone has done a 180. How could I live with this? How could I let him ( like i had any contol over it ) spend so much money, his parents are acting weird, everyone seems to be taking it out me! Everyone keeps telling me to be strong. My God, I can't even manage to work because of a back injury right now, and I out AGAIN on worker's comp. The tears aren't stopping tonight. Everyone wants something from me, and I just don't think I have it this time to give. I don't know how much more I can take.
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