I was married for 22 years to an Italian mafia type and toward s the end of our marriage it got abusive. We have now been divorced for over a year and through the whole process of divorce he has fought dirty and done things that are so low that I should never want to be within 100 miles of him.The funny thing is, I realized the other day that still have enough feelings left for him that I wish him no harm. He had emergency surgery and I felt like I should have been there.I guess it finally dawned on me that I have moved on when I realized that it is ok to feel and ackknowledge these feelings as long as I keep my life moving forward in my new life.Anybody else have to face conflicting emotions?
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