The absolute worst part right now is missing that physical connection and I'm not talking about S>>E>>X! No matter how mad I was at him, or how much I knew I should be out of there; after he cheated; after he looked at porn excessively.....gosh no matter what...whenever I touched him, smelled him, held his hand, put my head on his shoulder I just felt like this is where I'm supposed to be....with him! It's a connection that I felt from day one, until the day I left. The thought of feeling that or even being close like that to someone else makes me sick!
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