hey everyone thank you for kicking me in the ass when i needed it. i went to the dr and i don't know if it was God or my new angel i met yesterday but they think they found the reason for my blood pressure heart and stress problems and maybe even my mental health and emotional problems and its curable and hopefully with just medication. and it all stems from a bump on the head well probably a few hundred bumps on the head just kidding. i have a very clot in my brain. yeah yeah make the jokes. but they said when i'm stressed and my blood pressures up it touches of a ringing or itching sensation in my ear. i've had surgery on my ears a few times cuz i kept getting ear infections cuz like a child if it itches i stick things in there to scratch it. the last surgery was suppose to olve that i had permenant drainedge tubes put in but i been getting dizzy a lot lately and going back and force on things and confused over little things. so i went in yesterday. thats when i met my angel. the dr called me this morning and asked me to come in for a cat scan quick cuz they wanted to see something. and there it was they saw it a few years ago when i had my accident and treated it with medication but they said it just got smaller and moved but it cuts off my pain to my ear and just seems to cause it to itch inside. when they looked in my ear yesterday it was full of blood and puss but it didn't hurt. right before i had my heart problem caused by stress in march i had a lot of the same kind of drainage out of my ear. one reason the ex got sick of me cuz it grossed her out when i would clean them out. and i would always start getting stressed over stupid things and beat around the bush and flip flop. they say where it is effects short term concentration or memory or something. so when i was stressed blood pressure starts infection kicks in body is fighting infection white count goes up i can't think strait and i have a real bad headache. went to dr they said it was blood pressure. went to therapist they said it was stress. both treating a symptom and its been getting worse and happening more and i couldn't figure out why sometimes i'm fine and other times i'm an idiot. they gave me a drug to slow my blood pressure other than my reg antenanol and my ear started to hurt and my headache went away and i felt like i woke from a dream. i have to take meds to stop the clotting again. but how lucky could i be yesterday that the dr aid working walk ins in urgent care is studing to be a nero surgeon and decided to look back at my past history for head injuries. they told me its common in boxers and football players where they can be fine for a long time but then start having mental health issues. so by the grace of god there might be a reason for my insanity after all. oh did i say thank you sorry for long explanation i'm just kinda stoked if you know what i mean and the meds they gave me are gooooooddd if you know what i mean just kidding
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