Thank you all so much. It means a lot to me. Very few people acknowledged the day. My Dad, one of my friends, and hey, an email from my wife. Since I filter her email, I didn't get it until today. You know, you all told me not to expect anything, and well you were right. Its partly my fault, I took myself out of the situation so the people I love wouldn't have to be bothered with me. I mean, it would have been real nice for her to have the kids call me to wish me happy birthday. Was that too much to expect? Am I truly that evil or sick?
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