WOW!!! I just want to say THANK YOU so very very much to all of you that took the time to read and respond to my post "why does he suddenly seem so perfect???" (something like that). Anyway, I've been SOOOOO depressed and confused and basically out of my mind the last few days. Tonight has been especially hard. My children are at their dad's for the weekend which is really hard for me. I miss them, then I miss him. I've realized something though and hope I actually remember to remind myself of it- I don't miss 'him', I miss what I wanted him to be, the way I wanted things between us to be. Mostly, I miss what I thought he was, what he pretended for so long to be. I miss the man that I will someday meet and fall in love with and truly be loved by. I know he's out there somewhere and he will find me when the time is right. Thanks again for all the love and support you have given me, a total stranger. Thank you for sharing your stories and philosophies. It's always helpful to me to bounce ideas and feelings off others that have 'been there done that'. I ask that you all accept my love in return and please join me for hope and rainbows for breakfast soon.
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