I went with stbx yesterday to do our taxes jointly so he would not end up having to pay in alot of money. He was on his best behavior and has been working out, so it was tempting to continue being around him, and felt weird leaving. I was fine once I got home. He asked me if I wanted to get something to eat, but I was sick on my stomach. SEE this is why no contact is better, he has always been able to pull me back in, I resisted the temptation this time, I know he cannot maintain this good behavior right on and on, and can and will easily revert back to the person I could not stand.
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