Since he walked out friday I hadn't talked to him till tonight. We've been married for 19 years and things have been really bad lately. I can honestly say I put in 100% to try and work things out. When he was on the phone tonight with my son I asked if I could talk to him and not argue. He said fine. We talked about money and how I was suppose to support the kids stuff like that. We did do it all rational. I asked him if this is what he wanted he said yes. He said he was not coming back that it was over and that he loved me but was not in love with me. Yesterday I was so angry that that is all I felt. Today I guess its really hit and it sure hurt!!! 19 years is such a long time to just throw away. I am disabled at this time and still on workmans comp. My future doesn't look promising and I am falling to pieces here. I don't know what to do to stop the hurting. How do you fall out of love? Please some adice.
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