funny that as i was about to write this, 'listen to your heart' would come on the radio...
i just got a disappointing response from a 'friend' that is basically like rejection to me, and i ask myself now, do i really want to go through that year after year, or even month after month... but i also know stbx? bugs the shite outta me, and he's too immature, I can't keep putting up with a third child when i technically have two.
he was my first and only , besides a separation a few years ago.. but those werent relationships, they were wham bam thank you ma'ams... and i know i could take these tears to the back room and get a big real hug, but it would follow with a grope and a hard-on... so damn, what to do with this uncertainty??