I was doing so well all week...until today. I allowed him to talk to me. He started by asking about the kids and then said that I sounded really good. Even told me about how he went out last night to see if I would bite and ask with whom? But I didn't and I think he was surprised by that. he was so used to me being there and asking such mondane questions that now I think he actually misses that. I am so freakin bored tonight and i just want someone in my life to love. The stbx just brings my whole day down. He sucks!!! I wish I could be around some of you guys to cheer me up.
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