Well its Saturday morning 12:25pm the stbx has come by and called way too many times. Has called several times and been by twice today! He has the girls but I guess he needs me to hold his hand! They are 11 and 15 (teenagers not easy but doable). When will he be able to do this himself? I'v decided to leave for the day take a ride up the coast. Find some time for reflection, maybe even put myself up in a hotel for the night. I'm trying not to feel guilty about this... need a little help from my DS friends help me get out the door!
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