I was thinking how strange it is how things change so much in just a few years. I remember three or four years ago me and the stbx had a fight. I dont rememberabout what, probably something small and trivial. I got my things together and said I was leaving. I forgot something and went back inside to get it and he was sitting on the end of the bed sobbing. He said please dont leave, I love you so much. It broke my heart and I got on my knees in front of him and hugged him. Wanting to take it all back. Then a few years later he leaves without a backwards glance. Seemingly very happy without me. So sad but I guess thats how it goes.
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