Today is my 41 birthday and I am so struggling. Last year he gave me a big 40th birthday party. I keep thinking of how it made me feel that he loved me enough to do that. Friends and family are so great and supportive but I still miss the one person. He left my boys and I on Thanksgiving and then I filed for a divorce after catching him with another woman a week before Christmas. I should be mad but I am still sad. When will this change because it has to be easier to be mad than sad. What should my birthday wish be....to gain strength and courage or to soften my husbands heart to come HOME to his family? Someone help me get through this day? ~Carol
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