I was married for almost 34 years and my husband left 5 months ago. I am suffering so bad and I am so alone. I can't focus on anything including my job, and I am probably going to lose it that I just got in January. I still can't believe this. I have no family or anyone around me to help me get over the loneliness and pain. No one checks on me including my grown children who have sided with my ex and his new girlfriend. I live in a large house by myself and the responsibility of that and the loneliness is making me so nervous that I can't sleep because of the worry and grief. We have no contact except an occasional email and he is usually negative and blames me for everything. How can he change from a caring husband to such an evil person? I need help.
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