I've been separated for almost 4 months. I thought I was through the worst of the dreadful emotional angst and was feeling much stronger. In my marriage, I was never really lonely although we were distant and not very intimate for a long time. My children and friends kept me from being lonely. A few weeks ago, I met someone I was attracted to. I thought I was immune to this, honestly. Suddenly my 3 children and my dog are not keeping me from the loneliness of desiring a connection with a man. It is frustrating, and makes me also want to kick myself for giving into these feelings which make me feel weak and pathetic instead of embracing the busyness of my life and enjoying it like I used to be able to. Everything seems a bit empty now, things that would fulfill me and give me joy lack lustre. All I can think of is what is missing...
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