I am having this overwhelming desire to leave him a VM or an e-mail telling him exactly what I think -- I will not do it -- I will write that I want to do it on this here site instead -- I just got one of those stabbing urges to tell him what an absolute idiot he is but I know it will go nowhere. He is turning a blind eye to everything. I have to go silently, don't I. Is there never a time for venting at him, ever again? Am I just stuck with the truths all to myself about what a jackass he is? I know of no=one except himself adn possibly OW that thinks he is a great guy -- everyone else who knows him knows what an ass he is. How is it that he doesn't get to fully know adn comprehend what an irresponsible addicted jerk he is? I have to be the bigger person, theone that understands that I must focus on myself and move forward, I know, I know. OK, I feel a little bettter, letting my negative feelings spill out here just a tad. Trying to convey them to stbx accomlished NOTHING and I know it. My God, he is a selfish idiot. And I cannot control that, can I, cannot make him be responsible. Sigh......
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