Well today I bought a house, my divorce is not final but he had to buy me out of the home I currently life in, we did that yesterday along with taking care of the car titles. So I bought a house today, I'm stuck here for 3 months while it is being built. Every damn time I check Myspace his girlfriends mood is soooo f*&%ing good. Why does mine always feel shitty, I can't stand that he tells her sweet things and spends his weekends with her and calls and emails her all the time. He keeps talking about how he is so respectful of people, then why not ME!!!! I can't wait to move and I really want her to cheat on him so he can feel just like me, even though I know that is wrong I can't stop wanting that. What is wrong with me in 3 months I'm free I should be happy right?
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